I think we all have some sort of alter ego that just says what's on our mind and doesn't give a flying shooting start what others think. But I don't think that's fair at all, of course they don't care what others think of their either rude, sarcastic, blunt, or crude comments. They don't exisit how can something that's not really there actually care about that stuff.
Rather these alter ego's are then used to say what's on our mind so that we can push the blame on some other entity so that the guilt isn't ours to own.
That's what Panthr Mask Girl is going to be for me. Although I think she'll be a bit like F*** Yeah Art Student Owl on Tumblr but as an animation student and whatever other sort of things I want off my chest but pinned to a fictional character instead.
Call me a pansy this is my blog I do as I please. And so does she, I doubt she'll make sense half the time but as Panthr Mask Girl would say, "What evr"
Though the fact that I stated that she's just a projection of my own mind and feelings kinda defeats the purpose of her whole existence...
Shuttup I will delete you. Anyways I've decided if she's not too sassy that I'll use her here and there. Depending, mostly on if she makes me sound insanely skitzo or not. Key word insanely.
I have been neglecting my blog, mostly because I have the bad habit of having a million inspirational ideas and personal projects at once and not finishing or sticking with any of them.
Call it a curse but for some reason school will come around and my personal projects will become a lot more uh productive.
Also sleepless! But it is something I'm willing to sacrifice. All the
toils and trials of being in an artistic field, lots of projects, lots
of crashed computers, days of rendering, complicated programs, lack of
food and social life.....I love it.